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5月11日 The Luckiest Discovery of My Life
All the pictures were taken a in nature way by a mobile phone camera.
2月4日
The Day of a Year
Year, a new one is coming, another just pass by. Really, at the certain age of most individual beings just don’t expect this unchangeable factor has any unexpected meaning to enhance so many kinds of falsity excuse for our happiness. Being an individual for such long and peaceful existences, I really forgot the happiness I use to have when I was a child. Now, as an adult, I ask what truly the happiness is for such occasion and why should I act like ordinary to pursuit in such way.
I was confused for what I did not release, but now my mind is clear and I found the answer that I have been always seeking for… It is you, my dear darling. Because of you, I have found the passage to my destination, you made it so easy and comfort for me to go on. It is you, who lighted the pharos to direct me into the greatest ocean, where I can implement my abilities put on the best use. When I stick in the mud, you remain as before standing beside me, holding my hands and put the handle on the right gear, so I can accelerate towards our paradise.
So I thank you my dear darling for helping me to find the true happiness I have lost nearly a decade ago. In retune on such occasion of a year I am going to create a brand new happiness for you, for us and for one of the most beautiful memory in our diary.
Happy Chinese Year, my dear darling
I love you
Xander 1月13日 I really do not keen on any topic that is related to Zodiac of such kind, Since I met with a very attrctive female friend that I have been wanted to meet and so.... The things started to have some evolutionary change.
I start to release When a cancer like me meet a leo as her, I really can't resis the megnitude of beauty in such way.
she is not apathy, however she is cool She is not coquettish, however she is very sexy She is not girlish, however she is very gentlest she is not nagger, however she is full of fun topics She is a person that just knows what to do, what to say and what to be.
When cancer meet leo, please let me Surrender to the simplest term of love that I have ever dreamed. 6月7日
The End of Era
This page has been abandoned almost a year since the last emotion crash. And now should be the perfect timing in life that inspiration relives once again for such ‘sweet ending’. As the way of my life has treacherously gone through a dramatic process, I must be thankful for those who gave the most sincere helps, showed their warmest regards. Without you, I would be as lonely as an abandoned ghost on side of the high way, biting nails and shading one last tear with painful regrets …….
I also should be thankful for those who did make the timing even harder and stabbed me from behind. Without you, I could not inspire the aggression inside my soul to fight against the depraved mentality and ruthless reality.
Hereby, for those I care, I will cherish this moment and keep the happiness forever long. For those I loved, I still yearn the past we have spent together and wish you all the best. For me …… well, as no words can express this kind of emotion, just wait and see the coming of a new era. 6月17日
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Declan is being hailed as a 'once in a lifetime' phenomenal talent and a rising media star. The control and range of his voice, as well as his ability to interpret and adapt material of differing genres, are the cornerstones of his unique talent. All this for a 14 year old boy with teen idol looks.
Declan Galbraith and his family live in the UK, in Hoo, a village near Rochester, Kent.
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...... 25 year of age. I am still a signal straight man. Now I looking back my childhood, it was carefree and enjoyable time. ...... 25 year of age. I am not rich, don't have any children. But I have been donating UNICEF on every month for 4 yeas. Just do what I can. ...... 25 year of age. I wish your able hands could help those children who is suffering hunger, despair, illness and disease. Please Hold Our Hands Together, Tomorrow's World Will Be A Wonder, By Xander |
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In my dream, children sing A song of love for every boy and girl The sky is blue and fields are green: And laughter is the language of the world Then i wake and all i see Is a world full of people in need Chorus: Tell me why (why) does it have to be like this? Tell me why (why) is there something i have missed? Tell me why (why) cos i don't understand When so many need somebody We don't give a helping hand Tell me why? Everyday i ask myself What will i have to do to be a man? Do i have to stand and fight To prove to everybody who i am? Is that what my life is for To waste in a world full of war? chorus: (children)tell me why?(declan)tell me why? (children)tell me why?(declan)tell me why? (together) just tell me why, why, why? chorus: chorus chant: Tell me why (why,why,does the tiger run) Tell me why(why why do we shoot the gun) Tell me why (why,why do we never learn) Can someone tell us why we let the forest burn? (why,why do we say we care) Tell me why(why,why do we stand and stare) Tell me why(why,why do the dolphins cry) Can some one tell us why we let the ocean die? (why,why if we're all the same) Tell me why(why,why do we pass the blame) Tell me why (why,why does it never end) Can some one tell us why we cannot just be friends? | 6月3日
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Remember when
I was young and so were you And time stood still and love was all we knew You were the first, so was I We made love and then you cried Remember when Remember when we vowed the vows and walked the walk Gave our hearts, made the start, it was hard We lived and learned, life threw curves There was joy, there was hurt Remember when Remember when old ones died and new were born And life was changed, disassembled, rearranged We came together, fell apart And broke each other's hearts Remember when Remember when the sound of little feet was the music We danced to week to week Brought back the love, we found trust Vowed we'd never give it up Remember when
Remember when thirty seemed old Now lookin' back, it's just a steppin' stone To where we are where we've been Said we'd do it all again Remember when
Remember when we said when we turned gray When the children grow up and move away We won't be sad, we'll be glad For all the life we've had And we'll remember when Remember when Remember when
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曾几何时我年轻过你亦如此 时光静止你我除爱别无所知 我之初恋,亦是你的 你我缠绵后你潸然泪下 曾几何时
曾几何时你我山盟海誓怡然漫步 心灵相交,共创美好,已然艰辛 我们经历成长,生活坎坷 有过快乐,有过心酸 曾几何时
曾几何时旧人故去新人坠地 世事变迁,分分合合 你我相聚,散去 我们心碎彼此 曾几何时
曾几何时轻轻小脚拍出动人乐曲 周复一周你我随舞 重燃爱火,找到信任 承诺我们永不放弃 曾几何时
曾几何时而立之年觉老 如今回首,不过垫脚坚石 曾经步步攀登终修得此 说过你我总能重来 曾几何时
曾几何时我们设想你我白发之时 子女长大离巢之时 我们不会伤感,你我欣然 只因与你厮守此生 我们忆起曾几何时 曾几何时 曾几何时 | | 5月27日
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《告诉你一个真实的樱木花道》 设计:瀚亭 |
这就是樱木花道的真人照片,他就是真实生活中的樱木花道。他就是当年在全日本高中篮球联赛里最红的高中生,可惜死于一次车祸,当时年仅18岁。1968年出生的樱木花道原本是日本一个普通工人家庭的孩子,自小失去母亲的樱木花道在小时并未体现出身体的高度优势,相反,他是同龄人中最矮的一个,那时的他,经常受到欺侮,而缺少母爱的他也逐渐学会了用暴力解决问题。
在他12岁那年,他的个子已经突飞猛进的到175CM的地步,而他自小在打架斗殴中锻炼出的身体也变得越发强壮了。在一次经过东京国立体育大学的时候,与该大学的篮球学生发生了冲突,他在打斗中表现出的灵敏,速度,爆发力,被球队教练所发现,于是将其召入少年队,进行训练 ,后来樱木花道的父亲反对他进入篮球学校,因为在当时的日本,学会手艺赚钱糊口才是最重要的(日本经济尚未从二战中完全复苏)樱木花道此时已被篮球的独特魅力所深深吸引,于是他离家出走,远赴北海道求学,他的启蒙教练将自己的积蓄送给樱木花道,因为他相信这将是日本篮球界不可多得的一块瑰宝。
樱木花道在北海道求学,此时恰逢日本的“西渐”风盛行,随着日本的经济发展,体育事业也得到了空前繁荣的机会。更多的西方篮球教练来到了这个东方的国度淘金,而他们所淘出来的是一个令他们意想不到的篮球瑰宝樱木花道!
樱木花道在15岁时参加了日本少年篮球业余比赛(相当于台湾的国少篮球联赛),而他在比赛中所展现的惊人的爆发力和高超的弹跳能力,深深的吸引了到场观看的球探们。人们开始四处打听这个神秘少年的情况。而球探们更是急不可奈,纷纷表示出对樱木花道的强烈兴趣。就这样,很自然的,樱木花道告别了北海道体育学院,进入了一所由南斯拉夫人兴办的篮球俱乐部。
在队中,由于他年龄小,因此处处受到排挤。然而樱木花道自小就养成了在逆境中独立成长的优良作风,因此,这些不利因素转变成了有利因素,由于得到了教练的点拨,他的篮球练习占了他生活中的绝大部分,在他17岁那年,他的篮球天赋终于展现出来,在一场极其普通的篮球练习赛时(对当时的日本国手)身高已经达到189.2公分的樱木花道在众多高手的面前,毫不畏惧,高 接抵挡,在场上极为活跃,不管在哪里都能看到他的身影,在同比自己高出10个甚至更多公分的对手面前,樱木花道不仅没有退 缩,反而更加激发了他的斗志,在全场被动的情况下,樱木花道一个人独得33分,其中10个是投篮命中,2个是扣篮得分,一个三分球,还有1个上篮,另外四个是罚球得分。尽管该队最终以59:115的大比分落败,但是樱木花道却成功的上演个人的专业比赛的处子秀。一时日本篮坛轰动,这个篮球坏小子也被! 称为“最有希望的日本篮球少年”。
然而命运弄人,正当樱木花道以极快的速度成长之时,从东京传来了樱木花道的父亲病危的消息。由于父亲是他唯一的亲人,樱木花道打点行装踏上了返回东京的道路,然而正是这条路,断送了樱木花道的一切。 在东京,樱木花道下了公车,准备穿过马路,到对面的昭和医院。然而正当他穿越马路时,一辆疾驰过来的汽车因为剎车失灵,而撞到了樱木花道。尽管有着像钢筋铁骨一样的身体,但是这一撞,不比炮弹的威力小,樱木花道立时倒地不动。过往路人迅速将其送进昭和医院。
然而一切都晚了,在送进手术室之前,樱木花道终因内脏大量出血而死亡,年仅18岁。日本篮球界对此深表痛挽,人们对日本篮球界的损失形容为“无比巨大”。漫画家井上雄彦正是根据这一题材创作的《灌篮高手》系列漫画。
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在那一年秋季,一本黑白的的日本漫画中描绘出了的这样一位生动人物的形象,同时使初中时代的我对这项运动和故事里的着这个人产生的浓厚的兴趣。
在今天这一刻,一段真实的故事揭开了这位神秘,但不幸夭折的天才少年真实经历的面纱。这不得不让我怀念初中篮球的三连冠那辉煌而虚荣场面,还有如今孤独一人在这一刻无奇平静。
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<To Our Dear Beloved>-- Lyrics written by Xander Xu Have you ever loved someone rather be loved Even the aggressions, to all the heartbreakers When you realized the end, wish to finish with your able hand But they keep coming back, stealing the very last beautiful mind When they are gone, the innocent roses dripping blood CHORUS X2 Dear Beloved, I have nothing left for you, it seemed callous, Dear Beloved, Feel no wind blow to you, but hear my growl, Dear Beloved, Holy river runs it through , please wash my soul. Dear Beloved, What step took you thither, somewhere I never know.
I keep having this dream, seeking you at the same damn ground, Your shadow was there, but you won’t be easily gone, Running away from the light, my tired body let me down Where to go? The f**king noise has failed me to carry on. Daytime is another hell, please bury me at <Silent Hill>'s town CHORUS X 2 When you hear a voice from the heaven Don’t be scared by the sound of God’s driven Just drink the water from purely cleaned fountain Great lord might once unseal the curse in my forgiven. |

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追梦人 - 《雪山飞狐》
瀚亭献上的此首已然久远的陈曲,但不知是否也 能掀起您对前尘往事的一丝追忆呢?仁者见仁, 智者见智。切勿妄自菲薄,引喻失意,以断自 酌而闭心路矣!
让青春吹动了你的长发让它牵引你的梦 不知不觉这红尘的历史已记取了你的笑容 红红心中蓝蓝的天是个生命的开始 春雨不眠隔夜的你曾空独眠的日子
让青春娇艳的花朵绽开了深藏的红颜 飞去飞来的满天的飞絮是幻想你的笑颜 秋来春去红尘中谁在宿命里安排 冰雪不语寒夜的你那难隐藏的光彩
看我看一眼吧莫让红颜守空枕 青春无悔不死永远的爱人
让流浪的足迹在荒漠里写下永久的回忆 飘去飘来的笔迹是深藏激情你的心语 前尘后世轮回中谁在宿命里徘徊 痴情笑我凡俗的人世终难解的关怀 |
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Collision Course & Jay, this album is a great Combination between electronic & rap. Recommend Track ---- Numb (Find Yourself In The Lyrics) I'm TIRED of being what you want me to BE Feeling so faithless lost under the surface Don't know WHAT you're expecting of me Put under the pressure of walking in your shoes Every step that I take is another mistake to you And every second I waste is more than I can take
I've become so numb I can't feel you there I've become so tired so much more aware I'm becoming this all I want to do Is be more like me and be less like you
I've become so numb Can I get an encore, do you want more (more...) I've become so numb So for one last time I need y'all to roar One last time I need y'all to roar |

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很多闲暇之余和一些朋友在一起闲聊,经常能获得到关于他们对爱情种种抱怨的多频率信息。因此自己也常想,如果在一场典型的两人爱情中,究竟是谁掌握了这场感情的主动权?
近期,不经意的一次阅读让我在这方面略有感悟。从心理学角度来解析大多数典型爱情案例,只有两种人存在于其中--主宰爱情者和被爱情主宰者。笔者拙见,纵观多种关于男女关系而导致的男性的喜新厌旧和女性的朝秦暮楚,全属片面之见。真正的根源在于其强弱之分,而性别之见并非现今强弱势群体的划分准绳。
双方均 太强,可能会龙虎相争而导致结局两败俱伤。 双方均 太弱,可能会相靠无依而导致结局个投他乡。 一太强一太弱,这种最普遍的组合而导致我们最常见的喜新厌旧和朝秦暮楚。 其实在一场感情中弱强本无错,这都是取决于每个人的性格问题。但是如何去调整两人之间的最佳平衡点才是最重要的。所以强者切勿咄咄逼人,步步为营。而弱者也不能任其妄为,束手就擒。因此打造一份持久的爱情并非易事。在现实世界里无论是在争执琐碎中,还是心灰意冷后都不要再去计较对方过失,这样于己于人都无益处。拙人瀚亭请天下有情人谨记这句:静坐常思己过,闲谈莫论人非。
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I always enjoy watching<Friends>, it is not only because this laughable show can cheer me up over and over. But also, the important philosophies I learnt from it. Lately, I was quite lectured. So I am looking for a mirror that can reflect my individual life with a pure justified soul. Season 6 Episodes 25 (The One with the Proposal Part 2). Once again, I was truly touched by the last scene when Chandler is asking Monica to a faithful solution of love - marriage. Two friends finally found their common destiny and they are heading to a new era of their relationship. Compare with Richard, Chandler is just a child who has too many wired jokes in his head. And why this relationship would go so well between Chandler and Monica rather than that mustache guy. My point has leaded me to my own problems. Should I be more grown up or just stay what I am? Perhaps, I should say farewell to the faithful love.
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1.《误会》 早年在美国阿拉斯加地方,有一对年轻人结婚,婚后生育,他的太太因难产而死,遗下一 孩子。他忙生活,又忙于看家,因没有人帮忙看孩子,就训练一只狗,那狗聪明听话,能照顾小孩,咬着奶瓶喂奶给孩子喝,抚养孩子。 有一天,主人出门去了,叫它照顾孩子。他到了别的乡村,因遇大雪,当日不能回来。第二天才赶回家,狗立即闻声出来迎接主人。他把房门开一看,到处是血,抬头一望,床上也是血,孩子不见了,狗在身边,满口也是血,主人发现这种情形,以为狗性发作,把孩子吃掉了,大怒之下,拿起刀来向着狗头一劈,把狗杀死了。 之后,忽然听到孩子的声音,又见他从床下爬了出来,于是抱起孩子;虽然身上有血,但并未受伤。他很奇怪,不知究竟是怎么一回事,再看看狗身,腿上的肉没有了,旁边有一只狼,口里还咬着狗的肉;狗救了小主人,却被主人误杀了,这真是天下最令人惊奇的误会。 注:误会的事,是人往往在不了解、无理智、无耐心、缺少思考、未能多方体谅对方,反省自己,感情极为冲动的情况之下所发生。误会一开始,即一直只想到对方的千错万错;因此,会使误会越陷越深,弄到不可收拾的地步,人对无知的动物小狗发生误会,尚且会有如此可怕严重的后果,这样人与人之间的误会,则其后果更是难以想象。
============================================================================================= 2.《钉子》 有一个男孩有着很坏的脾气,于是他的父亲就给了他一袋钉子;并且告诉他,每当他发脾气的时候就钉一根钉子在后院的围篱上。 第一天,这个男孩钉下了37根钉子。慢慢地每天钉下的数量减少了。他发现控制自己的脾气要比钉下那些钉子来得容易些 。终于有一天这个男孩再也不会失去耐性乱发脾气,他告诉他的父亲这件事,父亲告诉他,现在开始每当他能控制自己的脾气的时候,就拔出一根钉子。 一天天地过去了,最后男孩告诉他的父亲,他终于把所有 钉子都拔出来了。 父亲握着他的手来到后院说:你做得很好,我的好孩子。但是看看那些围篱上的洞,这些围篱将永远不能回复成从前。你生气的时候说的话将像这些钉子一样留下疤痕。如果你拿刀子捅别人一刀,不管你说了多少次对不起,那个伤口将永远存在。话语的伤痛就像真实的伤痛一样令人无法承受。 注:人与人之间常常因为一些彼此无法释怀的坚持,而造成永远的伤害。如果我们都能从自己做起,开始宽容地看待他人,相信你(你)一定能收到许多意想不到的结果....帮别人开启一扇窗,也就是让自己看到更完整的天空.... ============================================================================================= 3.《且慢下手》 大多数的同仁都很兴奋,因为单位里调来一位新主管,据说是个能人,专门被派来整顿业务;可是日一天天过去,新主管却毫无作为,每天彬彬有礼进办公室,便躲在里面难得出门,那些本来紧张得要死的坏份子,现在反而更猖獗了。 他那里是个能人嘛!根本是个老好人,比以前的主管更容易唬! 四个月过去,就在真正努力为新主管感到失望时,新主管却发威了--坏份子一律开革,能人则获得晋升。下手之快,断事之准,与四月表现保守的他,简直像是全然换个人。 年终聚餐时,新主管在酒过三巡之后致词:「相信大家对我新到任期间的表现,和后来的大刀阔斧,一定感到不解,现在听我说个故事,各位就明白了:「我有位朋友,买了栋带着大院的房子,他一搬进去,就将那院子全面整顿,杂草树一律清除,改种自己新买的花卉,某日原先的屋主往访,进门大吃一惊的问:『那最名贵的牡丹哪里去了?』我这位朋友才发现,他竟然把牡丹当草给铲了。 后来他又买了一栋房子,虽然院子更是杂乱,他却是按兵不动,果然冬天以为是杂树的植物,春天里开了繁花;春天以为是野草的,夏天里成了锦蔟;半年都没有动静的小树,秋天居然红了叶。直到暮秋,它才真正认清哪些是无用的植物,而大力铲除,并使所有珍贵的草木得以保存。」说到这儿,主管举起杯来:「让我敬在座的每一位,因为如果这办公室是个花园,你们就都是其间的珍木,珍木不可能一年到头开花结果,只有经过长期的观察才认得出啊!
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4.《宽大》 这是一个来自越战归来的士兵的故事。他从旧金山打电话给他的父母,告诉他们:「爸妈,我回来了,可是我有个不情之请。我想带一个朋友同我一起回家。」「当然好啊!」他们回答「我们会很高兴见到的。」 不过儿子又继续下去「可是有件事我想先告诉你们,他在越战里受了重伤,少了一条胳臂和一只脚,他现在走投无路,我想请他回来和我们一起生活。」 「儿子,我很遗撼,不过或许我们可以帮他找个安身之处。」父亲又接着说「儿子,你不知道自己在说些什么。像他这样残障的人会对我们的生活造成很大的负担。我们还有自己的生活要过,不能就让他这样破坏了。我建议你先回家然后忘了他,他会找到自己的一片天空的。」就在此时儿子挂上了电话,他的父母再也没有他的消息了。 几天后,这对父母接到了来自旧金山警局的电话,告诉他们亲爱的儿子已经坠楼身亡了。警方相信这只是单纯的自杀案件。于是他们伤心欲绝地飞往旧金山,并在警方带领之下到停尸间去辨认儿子的遗体。 那的确是他们的儿子没错,但惊讶的是儿子居然,只有一条胳臂和一条腿。 故事中的父母就和我们大多数人一样。要去喜爱面貌姣好或谈吐风趣的人很容易,但是要喜欢那些造成我们不便和不快的人却太难了。我们总是宁愿和那些不如我们健康,美丽或聪明的人保持距离。
然而感谢上帝,有些人却不会对我们如此残酷。他们会无怨无悔地爱我们,不论我们多么糟总是愿意接纳我们。今晚在你入睡之前,向上帝祷告请他赐给你力量去接纳他人,不论他们是怎么样的人;请他帮助我们了解那些不同于我们的人。
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每个人的心里都藏着一种神奇的东西称为「友情」,你不知道它究竟是如何发生何时发生,但你却知道它总会带给我们特殊的礼物。你也会了解友情是上帝给我们最珍贵的赠与!朋友就像是稀奇的宝物。他们带来欢笑,激励我们成功。他们倾听我们内心的话,与我们分享每一句赞美。他们的心房永远为我们而敞开。现在就告诉你的朋友你 有多在乎他们。
试想:朋友,您一路看下来之后;一定有很深的感触吧。那么,在对别人有所决定与判断之前,首先,请想想这是否是一个「误会」,然后,请考虑您是否一定要钉下这个「钉子」,如果可以的话,请「且慢下手」。 因为,当您对别人「宽大」之时,即是对您自己宽大。
4月24日
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一《卜算子·新志》 于 2006年4月
偃王困滃山, 霄影独暮闲。 南风斩破残阳天,宿梦未惆绵。
瀚海叶化舟, 亭中我心忭。 书弃末卷有何怨,翌秋看峰巅 |
二《卜算子·陈歌》 于1999年3月
荒凉大漠风, 孤影独步中。 已是夕阳西下时,身伐志不折。
无为沙中宝, 疑我复人辙。 万般无奈终有头,心中荡楚歌。 |
三《卜算子·望飞》 于2005年8月
秋风掠轻岑, 别期一人还。 仲夏之约欢语声,亦难忘情怀。
分只转瞬间, 聚而环遁边。 千里遥望一线天,愿君早相伴。 |
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